Saturday, October 4, 2014

Rock' N' Doll



Hey everyone!
 This post was complete surprise. I was about to show you something quite different from this, but I guess, that's what happens when you roam online stores out of boredom)) I am both proud of myself and scared, as this is my first ever style post like this and these two outfits are what I would want to wear today if I could (and due to the weather). I really hope they inspire you!
Let me know if you liked any of my style picks? 

P.S. All the clothing and accessories are from New Look. xx

Wednesday, October 1, 2014

The TMI tag!

A small side note before we get to the fun part of this post: I've never done any tag before, but always wanted to...So if this goes awkward, I am so sorry, I am hyper due to coffee and two mini chocolate muffins! Eh. Now to the questions!

1. What are you wearing?
Simple black leggings and black sweatshirt, because I am sick and spent all day at home...

2. Ever been in love?
No.

3. Ever had a terrible break up?
No.

4. How tall are you? 
1.60m

5. How much do you weigh?
I don't know now, since I lost some weight this year, but whatever the number is, I am very much satisfied with my body's shape and size.

6. Any tattoos? 
NO.

7. Any piercings? 
Do regular ear ones count?

8. OTP?
Magnus Bane and Alec Lightwood from The Mortal Instruments series. 
Emma Swan and Captain Hook from Once Upon A Time.
Hanna Marin and Caleb Rivers from Pretty Little Liars.

9. Favorite show?
Teen Wolf, Pretty Little Liars and Once Upon A Time.

10. Favorite bands?
Florence and The Machine, The Script, OneRepublic.

11. Favorite song?
Alex Hepburn - Under
Florence and The Machine - Never Let Me Go
OneRepublic - Burning Bridges

12. How old are you?
22. 

13. Zodiac sign? 
Leo. Raaaaawr.

14. Loud music or soft?
Forever stuck in the middle.

15. Last book you read?
Actually reread.. The Clockwork Princess by Cassandra Clare.

16. The book you are currently reading?
Maybe Someday by Colleen Hoover.

17. Favorite food?
PIZZA.

18. Last time you were insulted?
About a week ago and I hope that fucker trips and drops his butt on a big cactus.

19.  Places you want to visit?
London. And spending summer vacation on a beautiful tropical island would be good too.

20. Why did you start blogging?
I've been thinking of making a blog for about a year, since I really enjoyed reading blogs and watching youtube beauty channels and ever since I made this one, I realized I found myself a favorite hobby.

21. Who should answer these questions next?
Everyone, so I get more TMI tags to read. (is slightly obsessed, ok.)

As you can see I skipped some questions, since I couldn't really answer them...weird, I know. Anyway, enjoy my new awkward post xx



Tuesday, September 30, 2014

BOOK Review: The Broken Destiny by Carlyle Labuschagne

Greetings, internet! I am finally back, with (of course, what else a nerd like me would do with her free time, other than read) a new book review for all of you lovely booklovers.
So where to start...
When I first saw it (I read this one in epub version), I fell in love with the cover. It's like a shiny neon casino sign, alluring you to get inside. And yes, it fooled me. When I checked the annotation, it had me a bit confused, BUT sometimes great books have such badly written annotations and prologues, so I will be honest, I almost always skip those and get straight to the point aka first chapter.
And what did I see?
I felt like I went down the rabbit hole and the story didn't even start properly yet. I swear, some parts I reread 3 times or so to get any kind of proper introduction but the information was so not enough, ugh. Also it felt like I just awakened after 20 years coma and the world around changed alot BUT AUTHOR IS NOT WILLING TO GIVE ANY IMPORTANT DETAILS. Are you serious? I can't read your mind and find out what I need to make my first impression puzzle complete.

Next, the main character, Ava, who obviously lives on another planet, called Poseidon (why even Poseidon?), at first appears to be just a teenage girl, who suffers from rough past/memories haunting her, with best friend always at her side. And these two were so intimately close, that I truly believed Ava was lesbian. And you know, I would be more satisfied if she really was, at least it would make more sense, since the scenes and dialogues Ava and her friend share are much more romantic than the ones she ever had with her crushes (little spoiler, sorry).
Also, oh my God, the conversations. Is there a "Noone is allowed to spell more than 20 words in one reply" law on Poseidon? Because all of the conversations are short. Super. Short. And that's pretty bad, because I, personally, love funny banters or monologues or dialogues between characters, these kind of interactions describe them better than anything.
And yeah, seen no humour there either. Sad.
Another thing, was whole Ava's personality. According to this book, here are three most important things I found out about her:
1. She is some kind of a special soul aka broken, and she is the greatest weapon ever created. Baiscally like a superwoman not knowing how to activate or control her power when needed. And she gives absolutely no shit about it. Really. She doesn't care.
2. She was once raped and then there are some scenes where she is almost (or not, I didn't quite understand) raped again. Very specific topic, I must say, and not everyone can write a character with such past well...I mean, realistic enough.
3. Surprisingly, Ava, having so much potential and power and her rough past, doesn't do anything. She only FAINTS or FALLS ASLEEP, in the end of almost EVERY CHAPTER.
...can you not...
This is the first character I absolutely despised. Not even she is weak and whiny, but also so dumb and selfish, that I would rather let her die.
Alright, she doesn't accept she is the choosen one, but can she, at least, for once get angry, unleash her super power, learn to control it and do something for people, who try so hard to make her life comfortable?
Speaking of story whole (I am trying to make this review short, but irritated), it gave me headache. I read a chapter, then went back, then forward again....leaved it for days to clear my head...and how happy I was when I finally finished this mental torture.
You are probably wondering why I did not give on it and delete...
The reason is that the author of these book series is talented. I can see that through pages of this nonsense, little sparks here and there like treasures, hidden in these chapters, but they are so rare, so tiny, that I give up on searching for them. Whoever wrote this, I honestly think, they wasted their talent and time creating this story, and they can do much MUCH better than this.

As for rating, I give it only 3/10.





Thursday, September 18, 2014

Is honesty a virtue?

If someone asked me this question a year or two ago, I would be all like "YES, yes it is." I  strongly believed that being 100% honest was the right way to live my life. I would tell the truth without hiding anything, anytime...everytime.
During these last two years that I lived by my honesty rule, I've met many people online and offline, they were different, and you know what... not all of them really needed my blunt truth.
...Honesty can be awkward. I mean, I am positive, people would gladly want to get to know more of  you, but it does not mean you must share all the intimate secrets with them. Some thoughts must remain unspoken, unless you want to get a weirdo award.

...Honesty can be a great friendship destroyer. There is this fine line between being a total bitch and wanting to be sincere or helpful. Remember that you always balance in the middle.


...Honesty can be tiring. Trust me, everyone gets tired of constantly hearing that they suck. Because the real help is not just pointing fingers at someone's mistake, but trying to, at least, motivate them to work things out. 


...Honesty can be difficult. Sometimes, it is easier to make up a great lie, other than admit the truth and speak it out loud. But what is important to know, is that the truth always comes out. The best thing we can do, is to let it out ourselves.


...Honesty can be a virtue. At some point. But it also can ruin us. 
But ask yourself, would you rather be ruined by harsh honesty or by sweet lies?
And after which one would you recover faster?

Honesty is not a virtue. It is the right choice, and just like every choices we make it has its flaws. xx